I haven't been on here for a few weeks. Life as a momma is very multi-task and all about prioritize. I guess writing my thoughts down hasn't been at the top of my things to do. Realizing now, it is very therapeutic. I love to write. So I will put more effort into keeping a record of my thoughts right here on blogger.

Josh started school yesterday. He's on the night school schedule. God I miss him being here. Keep in mind we've been together 24/7 non-stop for months now. I really forgot how lonely nights can be without him. I think I just need to relearn how to enjoy 'me' time. After I put Preston to bed tonight, I really didn't know what to do with myself. I didnt' feel like cleaning or working. I just wanted to relax.
So I watched Nip/Tuck. What a twisted, awesome show! I'm very entertained by it simply because it's so far from my life.
Oh geez...our next door neighbor is blasting her stereo and TV at the same time. Come on lady! Pick one to blast! I can deal with one loud noise, but two? The music sounds like a mix between a cheezy porn and trance music....And the sad thing is, she's a very young, single mom. Alright, I am not going to judge her....whatever floats her boat...
Anyway, I am very tired. "Go to Bed" is what I keep telling myself yet my inner child is in protest. I don't want to sleep in fear I'm going to miss something. I guess I'm just enjoying some rare alone time. I'm missing my husband. I'm missing my son - even though he's in the next room sleeping soundly. I keep checking in on him, hoping he wakes up so we can play.
Our new king size bed does look fabulous....
OK, I'm going, I'm going....
night!