Is that silence I hear? awww yes, Preston is at grandma's (God Bless her) and Myla's asleep. Josh is downstairs playing with his music toys and I have this rare moment to write my thoughts.
For the first time in months I have more energy and this new positive exciting outlook on life. I'm feeling like my old personality coming back to life. Now I just need to lose 30 pounds and I'll be one happy camper. Since having my babies back-to-back, I haven't been feeling myself. It's like I've been a robot, just going through the motions of life - not really stopping to smell the roses - so to speak. I think that goes with being a new mom. I just don't want to lose my identity or 'let myself go.' I want to be a smoking hot wife and mom. oh and a kick ass fun one too! now only if I had a personal trainer, nanny, personal chef, maid...I would be one relaxed hot momma!! (I'm dreaming, I know...)
Awww this has been one hell of a week. All four of us got the flu and boy did it ever suck the big one. Just being sick yourself is bad enough, but then add in taking care of 2 sick babies. Oh dear Lord that was hard. But we made it and came through with a few more gray hairs!
Happy New Years!!!
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