Just had someone tell me "to keep my chin up" after I told them (via text) that I was in a lot of pain. I want to tell them I can't always be cheery and happy go-lucky when I have pulsating pain going on. Feel kind of frustrated at this person who's seen me and know what I've been going through - and not even ask how they can help but just keeps telling me the same expression.... I know its not like me to feel this way and I know its the frustration of the pain. I'm not going to lie or put on a fake smile right now. I hurt. alot. and I hate feeling this way. Its a very alone feeling. I don't think a person should tell another to keep on smiling when they haven't been in your shoes. Just say'n, you know? All this person had go do is say was 'hey can I come by and water your gardens for you or help get prescriptions or what you need help with?!!' It's the little things that make all the difference. Hence why I appreciate my neighbors who are making dinners for us. Now *THAT* is what makes me smile!
I do appreciate and feel SO loved for those who have sent cards, flowers, goodies and well wishes - I don't want anyone to think I don't appreciate them! Those who have shown support - Oh I owe you!!
I'll get over it but at this moment just venting. Thanks for listening my dear friends. (sigh)
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