Vision

Looking out into the future, there are so many uncertainties. Once thing my parents have taught me was to have vision: vision to be successful and see myself successful. Success comes in many forms. It could be making a lot of money to being an incredible parent  - perhaps both! Right now I want to get back into the career world I was doing before getting married - marketing, pr, advertising.  I feel like I put that all on the back burner once I got married. Apart of me was put on hold - as I started having children I feel a lot of my personality was covered up. Priorities changed and I focused on my family instead of my needs.

Now I have the opportunity to dive back into my career and into the passions I once had...this is the most freeing feeling I've had in a looonnnggg time....awwwww

End of a fairy tale marriage

These past several months have been the hardest of my life. It's no secret that my marriage to Josh will be ending in divorce come January 17th...which is in 3 days.... 7 years of marriages will end in 15 minutes at the divorce hearing. Extremely bittersweet in every sense. I was betrayed in the most horrendous way a person can hurt another. I could be angry and hate Josh for what he's done but am choosing to forgive. Forgiveness is the greatest gift you can offer someone. That being said, I'm moving on with my life with confidence and faith that God will provide for all of my needs accourding to his riches and glory! Amen to that! Life is too short to waste on bitterness and hate. I have seen people thrive on being miserable. As a result,  their life has been pathetic and sad. I'm choosing to take the high road and make an incredible life for me and kids.