I can't sleep. Here it is 1 am and I lay here while my knee has a constant throb. It's that annoying kind of pain, where the more you ignore it, the more it lashes out at you. I do too much - I've been trying to ignore the fact I have pain and just go on my days at 100 miles per hour. With two young children who are adventurous, how can I slow down? I feel like if I stop I'm letting them down. I want to go out and run through the sprinklers with them, play chase or go on long walks. Sadly, I can't right now but I try. I'm paying for it right now. Just want my life back.